Laugh

Sometimes, I have to laugh
at her thought of
"out of sight...out of mind"
does she not know
that I am unforgettable

Sometimes, I have to laugh
at the ignorance of the man
who claims to be reformed,
rehabilitated, changed
and then turns around
and disturbs my sense of trust

Sometimes, I have to laugh
when I am treated as a fool
and baited to get sucked back
into a virual vortex of hell
as intuiton nudges me towards NO

Sometimes, I have to laugh
that I could have used spite
to bring down that sham of a
connection you claimed
you no longer had but...
your dishonesty will do
that on its own for you

Sometimes, I have to laugh
that in light of poor behavior
I will not turn you out as friend..
because I think you undoubtedly
will need one

Sometimes, I have to laugh
for there is nothing left to do